The last few days have been rough but today was better. I find myself weeping more than I was. The reality of Mom being gone has set in. I will be honest- the first few weeks after Mom died I was drinking wine every night to calm my nerves. I made a vow not to drink during the week and the weeping got worse. I made the right long term decision but the short term effects are hard to cope with. I am heading back to the gym tomorrow. I am looking for strength but am confident thst I will find it.
4 hours ago